What ever it is... I've been getting more and more tired easily lately.. Yesterday.. I was not in much good mood either... Ouh well at least hanging around with the guys actually distracts me for a while... School works are getting more and more stress lately... Yeah most of my classmates did sey i look the most relax one... -.- Thats is so not true.. The fact is i am very worried and i don't really know what i am doing for most of my projects especially gad.. It is just that i have been hiding/compressing my negative feelings to everyone as usual... >.<.. I hope it gets better...
Another problem arise among this school problems... its like "wow what a great timing to have such problems..." I am going to do my best to leave it aside.. But i am indeed going to write down here but nt mentioning names... And also no one actually visits this blog anw other than some random passerby... -.-..
ok here it goes.. Having confusing feeling towards someone in my class.. (DEFINATELY NT A GUY I am straight ok -.-) Its like this usual problems of this... Don't want to lose as friends and wanting to get closer to her... Get fact straight that i am getting more and more annoyed by the class pairing up such... Indeed i do secretly gt feelings for her... Whats more they didn't know that they are poking knives into my heart over and over again by doing such jokes like that... If i really cannot take it anymore.. Erm yes i might go bezerk... Did i just hinted who i like? ouh well -.-
I guese thats all for now...
The Warming Snow
1:06 AM
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Lalala... Once again.. i change the sking of this blog... But that is a problem with the post headings.. -_-" i try come out with something.. well next time...
The Warming Snow
9:45 PM
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Wth... i late for around 20mins -_-".. all because of the traffic jam... i board the bus at around 7.55am.. I actually fell asleep within a few mins of boredness inside the bus.. When i woke up it was already reaching 9... i tot i overslelpt and miss NP bus stop.. then i shock tat the bus only reach bishan SIA!!... wth man... 1 hr slp frm kahtib to bishan -_-"...
The Warming Snow
9:37 AM
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Walao.. I got the chance to go for the competition but i can't because my dad don't allow me too.. sian ah.. my first chance to go for archery competition and i am not allowed to go...
oh ya i "mite" once in a while update my blog... so whoever is still visiting my blog... which i doubt so... alrite nex time...
The Warming Snow
4:40 PM
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Happy birthday PF!!... erm past 12 am.. -_-''.. so your birthday is ytd...
Hope this don't restart.. and lose watever i wrote again... -_-''
aiya... wth.. lazy write already le -_-''.. later restart again... or is it ain't to be questioned... oO.. i gt to inside Ngee Ann Poly.. and already gotten my mac book...
hiaz tmr working again... in the afternoon... keep in touch... :P
The Warming Snow
12:56 AM
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er.. don't worry.. this not going to be about the 100th post in this blog... <.< so please continue reading if u mind...
yesterday.. i kind of worked full shift... very tired and still can overnight at a chalet.. lol.. well with toys'rus buddies of course... staying awake throughout the night... hmm... at first we discuss about footbal jersey den after that then the interesting part starts... went to the pasir beach... there is something like a swamp in the area... with no lighting at all...well were in a group.. and went right in ard 2-3am... it was very dark.. hardly visible on where we were walking until Shazni on his handphone light.. we kind of went out the nearest next exit... we were just like walking near the borders of the swamp not into the swamp... then we head back to the beach... and relax for a while.. half of the group want to continue exploring the pasir ris park... so we split into 2 groups.. well i rather spent my time enjoying the breeze at the beach than exploring...
Abdullah.. mention something like.. this like going to be one and only time before we could enjoy such an occasion and looking at the beautiful scenary at the beach... i have feeling that is true too.. i never been hanging out with my friends lately.. Poly admission is going to come out soon... after 3 years.. it will 2 years of NS... then we start working again.. our chances to enjoy again is so little..
Around 4.30am - 5 am... well we regroup bt this all guys.. we went back into the swamp.. entering from the entrance near the tower... then we went all the way into the samp.. i mean really into the place.. until we reach a dead end.. a resting place.. itz like a good spot for fishing... since it was like a river at that point... well kind of fun u know... i had never do that wif my friends before... anws.. after that we rest back at the same part of the beach to rest a while... before heading back to our chalet.. finding almost everyone asleep.. well before we left it was like noisy with laughter ard and stuff.. since no space for us to rest in the chalet.. Me, Abdullah, Shazni and Jumali kind of slept on the benches outside the chalet.. for ard 1 hour +... after that i was awaken by stupit mosquito bites -_-''...
then... Abdullah and Jumali left for work... Shazni staying on until tmr.. well me went home becuz my mum onli allowed me to overnite for a day -_-''.. i gonna miss all the fun they gonna have today... hiaz... Y my mum still don;t trust me and grant me my freedom <.<...
in anws.. i am looking forward to my next chalet or activity if there is one.. :P
The Warming Snow
5:12 PM
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Cancer is an Water sign Symbol: The Crab Planet: The Moon Style: Cardinal Birthstone: Pearl Color: Silver Flower: Larkspur Virtue: Caring Key Characteristic: Loyalty
thats about me i get from a web <.< i don't know true or not but one thing i know is that everybody is different... probably you all figure out aobut my blog address after this post.. kind of obvious... well i got to slp... since tomorrow working full... will be a very tiring day for me...